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He is in control
Friday, April 23, 2010
why must my heart be broken so many times? i just don't understand at all. people always tend to make fun of me thinking it is really funny, but it is not. i feel that i'm being too nice and people are like taking advantage of me. just watch out man, i'm gonna spring back on you with my results. i'm not a person to be messed with. seriously, you people are just getting on my nerves. on a lighter note, most likely i'm gonna be an sl! :D i have no idea if it is something to rejoice or something that i should weep. but i feel that i can do this, brenda told me that i have the potential to be but i'm just being too soft. oh well, i'd have to pray to God and ask Him to give me the strength and just let Him guide me. but i'm sure it wont be easy, cos next year is SYF! (yes, again.) which means, AUDITIONS D: yes i seriously hate that!! i'd have to get my sopranos together and really train them hard so that all of them can be in the SYF group. (: YES SOPS WE CAN DO THIS!! oh yes, my trip to vienna is just in a month's time!! -excited- but, there is approximately 2 weeks before we go there after the MYE. which means.. intensive training? i have absolutely no idea. just hoping that we dont have to sing many difficult songs. argh! my pitching and tone is crazy, i don't like get to sing loud because i dunno how to. i really need guidance! but, there is no one. oh dear God, i really hope you can help me! i definitely feel better pouring out all my feelings and stuff like that! instead of keeping everything to myself. i feel myself changing from sec 2 to sec 3. i want to be the old bubbly me! but some things are just pulling me back down. i have to get up and start running. now is not the time to stop. Posted by wen xin at 11:00 PM
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