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i'm back! :)
Saturday, March 12, 2011
it has been 5 months since i've last blogged! soo.. the change from sec 3 to sec 4 is definitely significant well cos' there is pressure.. the intensity of everything has just escalated. i'm pretty worried for my studies :l especially literature! ): yupp.. sigh. on the bright side, next week is march hols! :) i get to revise, really catch up on everything that i'm weak in. not only that.. i have to go back to choir! (hooray!) i'm starting to really cherish the remaining time i have left in choir.. can you believe it?! only one month left!! time has really flown past by a blink of an eye. like seriously, the days in sec one was like not long ago and i really miss those times. now i understand how my seniors felt when they had to leave. oh well.. now just gonna have to buck up for syf!! the official date is 14 April 2011, 11.30 AM at SOTA. hearing from miss yeo that that would be the third day and usually the third day of judging would be tougher cos' they would expect more scares me. the thoughts of not being able to perform well is getting into my head now.. but as an sl now, i gotta really show an example to the juniors.. i'm still struggling at leading cos' i'm still not very confident of myself but i'm working on it! i reeaally hope that zhuojing and zakirah will change their minds of not wanting to become an sl as i really feel that they have the potential to lead the future sops! i will have to try harder and convince them.. i was not given a choice too either. i mean, they didn't even ask me if i wanted to be but i just automatically took up the post. so instead of like complaining, why not just do your best in the role that you have? so.. as i was saying. one more month, 9 more practices left!! i'm kind of worried for the standard of the choir, especially sops. they don't seem to be responding to anything that i am saying!! perharps i am not that charismatic. sigh. sometimes i wonder how georgina really handled all these! she is my superhero.. really! i'm feeling really good that choir started again.. personally i feel that choir is like my therapy to all my troubles.. i feel great singing again and i HAVE to brush up on my techniques!! now.. i feel that God is the most important person in my life.. He has really helped me to gain courage and always bring me through the tough times that i had in my life. He helped me through sectionals.. examinations.. the courage to even go up and confront dexter when i didn't feel too good. so all these things i would not have had the courage to do without God. :) i would definitely have to consult God first in whatever things i'm gonna do and ask Him to really be by my side and help me through. cos'.. many times i took things into my hands and i just get exhausted really fast and i break down. so no matter what people, just look to God and ask him for help or for anything! He is my comforter, my best friend.. talking about best friend.. sigh. i have not heard from hannah like for ages. i think we didn't talk for a month alr.. i wonder how she is doing so far. i know she's busy but sometimes i feel that she is sort of neglecting me. i don't really mind.. well i guess cos' i'm also busy too! so.. after O levels perharps we can catch again! i've been really watching ANTM like i feel that i'm obsessed with it haha. but its interesting!! oh oh.. have been chatting with people like zing online. he's funny! and really fun to talk to but i feel fake at the same time. i gotta get myself sorted out. i have been dreaming about weird people that i would never have imagined! so so weird. :) what a long post! :) well i'm officially taking a break before i go mugging again! so.. till then.. i will just be eating and sleeping! cya peeps! Posted by wen xin at 3:07 PM
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