isn't this cute? hahaha.

as you can see for my title for this post.. i just wanna tell myself that there is always a positive side to anything.. i'm just feeling a lil' down. i was crying and trying to sleep but i could not. so i'm here to blog! i'm just pretty upset that desmond told jj about rehearsal in front of my face and like.. i know i haven't been doing a great job la. so.. i felt like a small blow and just now my brother was like telling me something funny but i felt that it wasn't funny actually. sigh.. i just suddenly feel so depressed and down right now. i can't seem to find something to do.. oh God, what should i do?