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Monday, May 7, 2012
hello! i'm back to blog about what has happened so far :) well.. things have DEFINITELY not been going good so far. feel so stressed about what has happened.. sigh. i really thank God for His care and strength that really got me through this tough period. well.. the first thing that i am going to talk about is cca. i am the new exco head of my team and i thought that jie ying could be trusted. i really thought that she could be. but.. who knew that i could be so wrong. dead wrong. argh, i am not even sure if she is still angry with me. but who cares, you don't even come for cca and contribute, so heck it. i don't need to feel guilty because i said your name in front of the teachers. i did the right thing. i am not accountable to you as well. my first project, had MANY screw ups. too many to be counted. but really Thank God for wonderful exco members who really helped me along the way :) last week of sales! hopefully things go better this time round. so on friday, i did morning announcements with li luan. seriously, one of the hardest things i have done so far! and my next announcement is on wednesday. God please give me strength! second thing, PROJECT WORK. yes, this subject that kills everyone. luckily, PI was due last friday and i managed to submit my PI. i am pretty satisfied with what i have done :) but really kinda stressful to meet teacher's expectation as well as my own expectation. hopefully it will be good enough to get me an A! Mr Lau is a really committed teacher and he really did far than what he is supposed to. now, project work groups have been formed. not really happy with what we will be doing soon. GOD HELP ME. thirdly, have not been doing much homework lately. sigh, i am getting more relaxed or rather, more tired everyday as i have like so much things to do and think about. i hope that i will change and persevere because i really cannot continue not doing my homework. sigh, this week i'll have 3 tests consecutively!! this is really bad. instead of blogging here, i should really be doing my homework and studying for my tests. but i am really not in the mood. NOT AT ALL. i just wanna commit all thest problems to God and i pray that God You'll give me more strength for me this week. i pray that You will give me ideas to say when i have to present for chinese oral. i pray that You will give me confidence as i have to do morning announcements. i pray that You will be with me throughout and that You will guide me with each step i take. You know my heart, God. Posted by wen xin at 12:06 AM
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