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Tuesday, January 19, 2016
It's my last day at AIA. Such a bittersweet feeling right now. They're really such nice and sweet colleagues. Constantly feeding me with lots of food, and they never fail to help me with any queries I have no matter how busy they are. Well, I do what I do best to bless them in return - I made them a jar of butter cookies each. I'm really like a person who's easily emotionally attached to people/places and I kinda dread change. But I've learnt to take back lessons from each experience and make myself a better individual. I really do wish them the best and for a better temp to come by! :) missing them already. ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Wow I have so much to say, where do I start? It's almost 3 weeks into the new year! It wasn't exactly the best start to the year for me heh. Went to TCM, only to find out that I'm having some heart problems? Or potentially having some heart problems. Actually I have no idea what my condition is exactly, but I know the doctor kept telling me how every 1 in 4 Singaporeans have heart problems, and telling me not to be scared (well, thanks). He also said something along the lines that I have stage 1 of something. Haha, but I strongly believe it's not true. Maybe it's just that I didn't eat breakfast or anything before heading down. Probably it's just that... right? Hopefully. These few days was pretty emo nemo. I kept thinking how crappy a leader I am to my kids. It's not a self-deprecating thing but I guess it's really that I'm not doing enough to fulfil the basic requirements of what a leader should. I'm just out of energy... and it feels like I'm back to giving the last bits of me to everyone else. Sometimes, I'm just at a loss on what I can do. Well, the only solace for me the past few months is surprisingly choir practices with Raffles Choir every sunday. It's ironic because I used to hate it but now I love it so much. I used to drag my feet in the first few practices in because I wasn't familiar with the scores and especially, the people. Man I was there without a familiar face around, I really prayed so hard for people to be nice. Thankfully God answered my prayer. Now after I've gotten used to it, oh man how I thank God. It's really a place where I can vent my frustrations out through singing. Especially with those excruciating high notes in the classics of Beethoven, uplifts my mood instantly. Not to mention singing with people with the same interests but with different backgrounds, really brings a smile to my face. I'm really stoked for the performance in March. On a side note, I just applied for Hanyang Summer School. Received their email a few days back that says they've received my application. Now I'll just leave it all to God to decide if I can go for it :) I'm honestly so excited to go, experiencing life outside Singapore for at least a month. Can't wait! Do pray alongside me on this. Gonna sign off for now. Update again soon. Posted by wen xin at 10:33 PM
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