Chatting with people I only meet once a year, and it's nice to hear that everyone is doing well in their respective fields. Some are in Aussie or US working, and they're happy. Looking at myself, I find it difficult to say "I'm in OCBC by the grace of God!", "I'm in uniSIM by the grace of God!" Or "I was in bizclub in jc by the grace of God!" I don't know, it's just so hard to say these words especially when there're other options that I've worked my butt off, but none of it came to fruition. 

Don't get me wrong, I am thankful for where I am. But I just can't bring myself to say these words, it's still something I can't exactly accept. Am I seeing things from the wrong perspective? Maybe some advice would be great. 

CNY's been great, gathering with people and meeting with cousins I haven't seen for a long while. Opening up my house tmr for all my relatives to come, gonna be cooking up a storm. In the meantime, let me snooze a bit cos I've just been so exhausted from all the visitations 😴 also, been thinking of my fyp topic and I think I've got it. Please prof, APPROVE IT!!