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Thursday, May 17, 2018
hi. 4 months have passed since my last post. what's happened since jan 2018? Well.. many things actually. my last school semester started in late Jan, I ended my internship with Citi in Feb and was just scurrying around a couple of months with studies and baking. It was quite a strange feeling to not be working full-time anymore especially since I've been doing that for a year (6 months with OCBC and 6 months Citi) and I'm just left with studies to focus on. As y'all know, I'm pretty much a maniac in ensuring that my time is kept occupied to the MAX. It's like, the moments when I'm transiting from one point to another would be my me-time. Other than that, it would be constantly running around and rushing things out. I fondly look back at 2017 and I'm pretty amazed at how I managed to juggle full-time working, full-time studies, baking, my fyp and doing acapella singing. I remember having a period where I had NO time for myself, I nearly went insane. When I had a day off for me to just chill, I would be like thank you Jesus. But no regrets really. I definitely learnt and grew a lot as a person under the immense pressure and I knew that my limit/potential was FAR more than what I had imagined. But ultimately, I knew that God was holding my hand throughout 2017. My strength was little, burden was heavily weighing me down but my load felt strangely light. I remember this strange phenomenon, because I thrive under the pressure of having one deadline after another after another. But when I came to just purely studying, without working or baking, I would start to procrastinate and my efficiency level drops to nearly 0% LOL. It's weird. But I really do see God's grace and I'm always thankful. Oh yes! After many years of contemplating whether i should take vocal lessons, I'm happy to announce (after approx 4 months) that I've finally started. THAT'S AN AMAZING ACCOMPLISHMENT ISN'T IT?! For those who know me... I've procrastinated for so many years I'm not even kidding. Honestly, this world of singing is still so bizarre to me. Everything is so blurry and I can say that I don't exactly understand what I'm doing.. but I'm thankful that I have friends who can help me out in this because they've been through this journey before. If I hadn't known these amazing singers from the acapella gig last dec, I would probably still be procrastinating in all honesty. so, i'm thankful :) We'll see. I'm not sure how far I'll take it, and I don't exactly have much time left to pursue it. but hey, at least I've given it a try as what I've promised myself! so.. what's next for me? my last and I mean, FINAL exam is coming up next wed before I'm broken free from the chains of the education system. It's pretty insane, I'm looking forward to see how I'll feel next wed. And maybe, I'll blog about it (if I remember keke). So yes, I'll be entering the workforce soon. can someone please hire me, greatly appreciated! Posted by wen xin at 11:45 PM
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